Here I am , bored as FUCK, and nothing to say. It was one of my New Year's Resolutions (which I don't put much clout into because no one ever KEEPS them, and why make them if you have no intention of keeping them? And isn't it just as easy in, say... August, to make a decision to change yourself for the better? So yeah; I'm anti-NYR) to start blogging again. Once a day even if I had nothing to say. Which I don't. I've found lately that I've become boring, set in my ways, somewhat depressed yet on a high-functioning level, and completely socially inept. I can't think the way I used to. My mind is dull, and so am I. I hate saying it because I truly feel that it's true. Like, I have nothing to contribute to society anymore besides my children, so I better raise them right. I hope it's just the hard age that they're at. I hope it's just the doldrums of winter. But right now I am boring as fuck. I don't even talk to Tony anymore, and it's not like I don't want to... I just don't. Meh.
Sssooooo... back to my point. I wanted to try and regain my blogging love. Even if just to get my ideas out so that it helps me feel normal and sane. When I started this blog, just over a year ago, that's the purpose it served. It was therapeutic to let my mind throw up on a virtual page so that everyone I love and am close to could read my musings and keep up. I guess as the weather warmed up and things started going better, I got out of the habit of blogging, or maybe I just didn't need it as much. Whatever it was, it was good when I had it. :)
So I'm taking it back.
PS - I despise Wanda Sykes. She's SOOOO not funny.
Okay, thank you first of all for blogging again as this BFF has felt insanely out of touch with you for the past few months. I miss you daily, the way we could email at work and talk through a carpet covered like material cubicle wall. While facebook wall posts open to 300 people are fun, they don't let you and I get in tune with our deeper thoughts and feelings and I miss you. I already said that. So I read this post and was like okay, Mandie doesn't feel like Mandie and that's exactly what I thought was going on. I could tell you haven't been you at all - but honestly thought maybe part of it was me, like I was a bad friend for not knowing shit about you lately. I'm really looking forward to our extended girls day on the 30th of this month. I've missed you.
LOVE YOU!!!!! And all of what Danielle said. I thought that I had done something and thats why you werent responding to me of FB or in email. I love you and even if you dont have anything to say I have missed your blogging. Cant wait to see you next weekend.
Okay, thank you first of all for blogging again as this BFF has felt insanely out of touch with you for the past few months. I miss you daily, the way we could email at work and talk through a carpet covered like material cubicle wall. While facebook wall posts open to 300 people are fun, they don't let you and I get in tune with our deeper thoughts and feelings and I miss you. I already said that. So I read this post and was like okay, Mandie doesn't feel like Mandie and that's exactly what I thought was going on. I could tell you haven't been you at all - but honestly thought maybe part of it was me, like I was a bad friend for not knowing shit about you lately. I'm really looking forward to our extended girls day on the 30th of this month. I've missed you.
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LOVE YOU!!!!! And all of what Danielle said. I thought that I had done something and thats why you werent responding to me of FB or in email. I love you and even if you dont have anything to say I have missed your blogging. Cant wait to see you next weekend.
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